I hate shifting place
8:08 PM l Wednesday, July 23, 2008
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Hello :)
Naomi is blogging after so long! I am trying to be diligent enough to blog regularly like my friends but it seems to be so hard for me.
Sometimes I just dunno how to put my emotions to words.
I just feel anger, confused, happy and so on.. I am not patient to put them into the words so that I can share with others. I think I am just good at keeping them in my mind. Or I just rather talk. haha
erm.. yeah I am blogging today because I want let you know that i got super fast internet connection! hahaha yes, I moved my place and my new place got very good connection! :) hehe.. I feel happy about that.
This room is also bigger than the last one, so my sister and I have larger space and bathroom in our room (we are taking master room) hoho..
But the sad thing is that its still at boon lay.. omg
I have stayed in singapore 2yrs+ and I spent more than 1yr in boon lay.
How sad is that. Boon lay is not bad, but there are better place than here.
It is quite ulu. ulululululu... hahah I like this word. ULU. cute pronunciation.
but I will have to stay in boon lay until my sister graduate her secondary skool.
that will be by the time when I finish my degree.
AHAH.. sounds so far. but its only 2yrs. I dunno its because I am getting older, I feel 2yrs are quite short period of time.
When I was younger, I felt even a year seems so long.
Why am I being so talkative today? I also dunno. hahaha
I am feeling like just talking to myself.
Whatever, this place is for me to talk when I feel like.. :)
Everything seems going well these days, and nothing bad happening to me.
I dun have anything to complain these days.
I just miss my mom when I am on the phone with her.
I really miss those times we had chat and cooked together, went shopping..
and gym sessions.. During last holiday, I have done a lot of things with my mom.
I am glad I spent a lot of time with her.. and now I am missing her so much.
Sometimes I just feel bad because my korean friends can see, talk with their family everyday, but I cant do that. Thats just so sad.
Family supposed to be always together. Sometimes, I just feel stupid being here without them. I am thinking.. what I am doing here without them. No joy for life.
I feel bad about I cant be with them at this time, when I am at this age. I got lesser time to spend with them in my entire life.
Talking and thinking about my family, I really can be sensitive and emotional.
I think because they really mean a lot to me.
But I got my sister here, so that makes me feel better at least.
I got someone to talk about anything.. even though we fight quite often.
She is just very different from me for everything.
haha I wonder how sisters can be this different.
But I still like her.. we have been fighting for a very long time. hahaha
that connects us. those time we PHYSICALLY fought..
(I kinda admit I was very violent)
HUH? I am so weird today. trying to talk about everything comes in my mind.
I have to stop here. Otherwise people dont want to come my blog already..
hahaha I still feel lazy to upload pics..
OMG yes even though I got new phone.
I try to post with pictures for my next entry.
(when will the next entry be? I also dunno hahaha)
okokokok.. have a nive evening.
BYE